Just wanted to get out that im going through issue time again, how annoying.. does it ever end? it wasnt anything big just something stupid from the past that doesnt even have a place in the present but im not sure how all this irrational thing works out sometimes, sometimes i win sometimes it gets the better of me. i think the main issue is trying to figure out how to deal with an issue, which technique should i use, this that and this, that becomes bigger than the issue itself i think, anticipation is a problem. just so over these things to be honest, over the past year ive really progressed though with many things and i keep visualising my life and i feel like im getting closer everyday but i just hate issue time.. i just want to be complelty free.. emotionally, mentally free.. feels like my biggest dream, most ppl have goals or ambitions, mines just to free myself of crap and break free of the cycle..that will feel like the ultimate dream for me! moving closer and closer i know somtimes these things will happen, but geez i hate it!!