hi again anthoney, glad you wanted to post more ;) it is a horrible thing to live with, but finding people with the same thing is such a great support and here its like a big loving family, it helps make it easier, we are so glad to have you aboard and keep posting, i hope your month goes by fast and you dont have to much anxiety before you go....good luck to you!!!
" Dwell not on the past. Use it to illustrate a point, then leave it behind. Nothing really matters except what you do now, in this instant of time. From this moment onward you can be an entirely different person, filled with love and understanding, ready with an outstretched hand, uplifted and positive in every thought and deed."