Hi Denz and welcome!
I am sorry to hear of your current challenges...I know how this feels.
Have you discussed a treatment plan with your doctor yet? If not, and it is possible, I urge you to do so.
For now, please see our Resources at the top of the main forum page here for great self help material to get started on right away. We have links specifically for health anxiety that I think you would benefit from.
Post with us anytime...starting a new thread of introduction for yourself when you feel comfortable doing so!
Nice to have you join our group.
"Courage is not the abscence of fear, it is feeling afraid and doing it anyway!"
"Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles...it empties today of its strength."
Corrie Ten Boom
Panic Syndrome recovery due to CBT