Jelly Fish Bad Day #7...UhhhOhhh...Hang in there

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normalsnofun
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   Posted 10/9/2006 11:25 AM (GMT -7)   
Here yas go trap all the mean jelly fish in here. Post away.

Dont forget to read on the other thread.
--Michelle

...I dont want the world to see me, 'cause I dont think that they'd understand
When everythings made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am..."
--Goo Goo Dolls

"Those who are different change the world,
Those who are the same keep it that way."


seechell
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   Posted 10/9/2006 11:54 AM (GMT -7)   
I have an appt with a counselor today, in about 40 minutes. I haven't been to one in about three years. I'm very scared. It took a lot of courage for me to make the appt and now I just want to back out. I know I'm going to end up crying like a stupid baby so I'm not wearing mascara. I don't really know what's wrong with me and what I'm going to tell her. How do I dig deep and come up with why I'm paniky and depressed all the flippin' time? Or maybe she'll find something really wrong with me and send me to a psych ward! My aunt is bi-polar and refuses to take her meds and we have a lot of family drama with her, especially when my Grandpa died in August. What if I'm crazy? Oh well, now that I'm more worked up with butterflies in my throat, I guess I'll go. Please wish me luck! 
Take Care,
               Chelle
    "God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference."
  DX: ankylosing spondylitis, periferal neuropathy, chronic migraines/headaches, depression/panic attacks, hypothyroidism, hypoglycemia, orthostatic hypotension, sleep apnea
  RX: synthroid, estradiol, lexapro, xanax, proamatine, inderal la, neurontin, torfanil pm, celebrex, aspirin, relpax, phenergan, esgic plus
  Surgeries: hysterectomy 1997, tonsillectomy 2001, deviated septum 2005, cataracts (both eyes) 2006
 
 


normalsnofun
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   Posted 10/9/2006 1:11 PM (GMT -7)   
Hugs you will do fine. As we say (and so do the pros) If you consider that you could be crazy you probably arent.
--Michelle

...I dont want the world to see me, 'cause I dont think that they'd understand
When everythings made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am..."
--Goo Goo Dolls

"Those who are different change the world,
Those who are the same keep it that way."


MsKittie
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   Posted 10/9/2006 1:30 PM (GMT -7)   

Ok lol...will someone explain what a jelly fish day id...lol I may be having one right now. yeah

 


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Howlyncat
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   Posted 10/9/2006 1:43 PM (GMT -7)   
It was time to confront a family member who always has to backstab lie and cause total chaos on any / all holidays........since coming into family now my younger bro and sil (sherbear) is really depressed ( sistas met and talked with Sher) feels like they were left out and essentially they were I had no clue that it was gonna end this way I cried all night night before had some fun in am with Howie and Cait making all the stuff and Cait doing the veggie tray and other things for me ......no arguing only laughter and love and then WHAM it started and it is continuing
SO I went there and confronted her I had to I normally would have let this go by but I am learning to be strong and stand up for my beliefs no matter what others may think
I did not go with intentions of hurting her just to let her know it was TOTALLY wrong what she did .......
I got my point across with Class .............Thanks for listening ...........
Take care and be well
Mom/Sista and /Lyn
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seechell
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   Posted 10/9/2006 4:11 PM (GMT -7)   
Well, I'm home from my appt. It didn't go too bad. I really like the counselor, she was very nice, very caring and very thorough. I had a million papers to fill out. They screened me for depression, anxiety and bi-polar. I'm severely depressed (duh), severely anxious (duh), and I now know that I AM INDEED bipolar. Fun, a triple whammy. She mentioned a med that I can talk to my PCP about and said that it also helps with migraines. I can't remember it and of course I didn't write it down. I have to call her and ask. As soon as I find out what it's called, I'll research it, as I do with every med I take and then I'll let y'all know what it's about. And for those of you who are fellow migraine sufferers, it might help you out too. I'll keep you updated. I'm actually feeling ok about the diagnoses. At least I know what's wrong with me and can get some help. Maybe I can finally get all this under control and not have to take so many meds and decrease the headaches/migraines, depression and panic attacks. YEAH!
Take Care,
               Chelle
    "God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference."
  DX: ankylosing spondylitis, periferal neuropathy, chronic migraines/headaches, depression/panic attacks, hypothyroidism, hypoglycemia, orthostatic hypotension, sleep apnea
  RX: synthroid, estradiol, lexapro, xanax, proamatine, inderal la, neurontin, torfanil pm, celebrex, aspirin, relpax, phenergan, esgic plus
  Surgeries: hysterectomy 1997, tonsillectomy 2001, deviated septum 2005, cataracts (both eyes) 2006
 
 


shell67
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   Posted 10/9/2006 6:34 PM (GMT -7)   
Im proud of you lyn, it is hard to stand up for your beliefs, but im so glad that you did. No guilt either ;) hugs and kudos to you sis!! shell
" Dwell not on the past. Use it to illustrate a point, then leave it behind. Nothing really matters except what you do now, in this instant of time. From this moment onward you can be an entirely different person, filled with love and understanding, ready with an outstretched hand, uplifted and positive in every thought and deed."
Eileen Caddy


Howlyncat
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   Posted 10/10/2006 2:55 AM (GMT -7)   
Ya know sis there is not guilt and for me thats a biggie lol
same person same thing EVERY holiday
I will NOT allow self to be manipulated into becoming that sick again I cannot
It is not fair to my Cait ,Howie or others I really care bout (Like you lol)
I keep getting answering machine when I call you ..........
BL called Saturday morn and I missed him ........
Be well sis and have you heard any more??????????????????????'
Haematomas are not something to play around with
Be well
Luvs ya



Ms Kitty a JFBD is a really bad day it goes back to one of Shells post a true one about a jellyfish actually being stuck ...literally to a persons butt
All your Bad days go on this thread and the JFBD "Gals " will suit up and get them suckers ......lol
Lyn
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MsKittie
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   Posted 10/10/2006 5:24 AM (GMT -7)   

Lyn,

Thank you so much for your quick response. It kinda makes you wonder who was in the worse pain...the person or the jellyfish...lol yeah

Hope everyone has a good day today.


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Howlyncat
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   Posted 10/10/2006 5:26 AM (GMT -7)   
Too funny
You have a great day as well
No JFBD's today ( lyn crossing fingers .......and praying )
Take care all
lyn
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shell67
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   Posted 10/10/2006 11:21 AM (GMT -7)   
Im so glad you have no guilt sis, that is the hardest part for me lol you did well im sure :)'
Im sorry bout the stupid phone, we had ran out of minutes, but have some now, so it shouldnt do that crap for awhile now lol. I got a great email from bl sat too, but would rather hear him, i miss him terribly, he needs to get moved ;)
I have not heard anything more bout the arms, i go back to the doc for that thursday, but they are aching horribly and keeps me mind busy and in panic mode, so im having tough time with it.
I was supposed to get to the specialist yest about the other things, but the ride i had didnt make it, got ready and everything, then was forgotten. oh well. I will def go thurs though, this is skeery. but they are like turning bluer and still hard, i dunno im trying not to think bout it, until i end up using one for something a lil hard, but i will quit rambling, i hope you are doing well, i miss ya
hugs
shell
" Dwell not on the past. Use it to illustrate a point, then leave it behind. Nothing really matters except what you do now, in this instant of time. From this moment onward you can be an entirely different person, filled with love and understanding, ready with an outstretched hand, uplifted and positive in every thought and deed."
Eileen Caddy


jethro
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   Posted 10/10/2006 4:30 PM (GMT -7)   
Good for you Lyn, go get 'em.  I got a few family members you can sort out for me if you get bored.
 
 
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CounterClockwise
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   Posted 10/11/2006 2:11 AM (GMT -7)   
Hi guys --

Weds sis, we totally understand. You take all the time you need, and remember that we're sending you a steady stream of love and hugs. Your friend's family are lucky to have you around to help them with this tragedy. No, it's not fair that your friend was taken from you all in this way. That man was an idiot -- I doubt he will ever forget that either. ((((((Weds))))))

Lyn sis, you told her!! -- Good for you! Sounds like it really needed doing. Well, you do *everything* with class, so I'm not surprised you carried this one off with it!! (((Lyn)))

Shell honey -- masses of luck for your appointment. -- Naughty person who was supposed to take you! -- How could *anyone* forget you?? Is that even possible? Are you sure they weren't abducted by aliens? (Yes, that would explain it ... they *can't* have forgotten our Shell!) (((Shell)))

Lovely Chelle -- I know this hasn't been a favourite week for you so far, but you know severe depression is part of the bp, and anxiety is often something that comes with it too, so in the long run it's better to know what you're dealing with and get the appropriate treatment cos right now your meds are probably the wrong 'uns for you! Here's to you getting proper help with this, feeling better, and seeing that you will never be like your aunt! :) (((Chelle)))

Well, you all know I think that I've had a week ruined by spiders. Mind you, I've decided that I'm not *too* bad: I can at least type and speak the word! (A friend of mine has a kid that can't say the word and they have to refer to them in their house as "cybers" -- I find that very funny!)

Rosie x
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Howlyncat
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   Posted 10/11/2006 2:34 AM (GMT -7)   
Jethro I am here for you anytime you name it I will come ........
Need the exercise and the practise lol.........BTW she got the point did not call me yesterday at all lol.........
Shell get cracking on the specialist PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE
WEdnesday ............we miss yu so much but totally understand
I was on bedrest still am suposed to be but you no me lol
It was a very JFBD yesterday never got to talk to any one lil one or sistas after appointment
Rosie sis thnks
Luvs ya too
In fact luvs ta all
Mom/ Sista / Lyn
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normalsnofun
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   Posted 10/11/2006 3:46 AM (GMT -7)   
*Hugs Lyn* Hope you feel better soon. If I can get myself to try I will call you tonight after class. Love you much and kinda hope your sleeping instead of reading this.
--Michelle

...I dont want the world to see me, 'cause I dont think that they'd understand
When everythings made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am..."
--Goo Goo Dolls

"Those who are different change the world,
Those who are the same keep it that way."


normalsnofun
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   Posted 10/11/2006 12:07 PM (GMT -7)   
I think its all comming together to hit me right now. Its one of those days you regret getting out of bed. Hope you are all doing better.

Someone explain to me why anxiety has to make you feel like you been hit by a truck?
--Michelle

...I dont want the world to see me, 'cause I dont think that they'd understand
When everythings made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am..."
--Goo Goo Dolls

"Those who are different change the world,
Those who are the same keep it that way."


MsKittie
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   Posted 10/11/2006 2:29 PM (GMT -7)   
Easy (((Hugs))) Normal hope you feel better soon hun.

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Howlyncat
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   Posted 10/11/2006 2:36 PM (GMT -7)   
You knows I think we were hit by same dang truck today lil one
Ran over you came back and ran over me
I know I didnt get that beggars plate number but next time

Just one of those JFBD for darn sure and personally
I am so sick of them
Gotta be a better day tomorow
Hoping we all feel good for a change ..........
Lyn/Sista /Mom
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normalsnofun
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   Posted 10/11/2006 5:43 PM (GMT -7)   
As the day went on...The day got wors :(
--Michelle

...I dont want the world to see me, 'cause I dont think that they'd understand
When everythings made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am..."
--Goo Goo Dolls

"Those who are different change the world,
Those who are the same keep it that way."


CounterClockwise
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   Posted 10/12/2006 12:09 AM (GMT -7)   
Hello sistas,

So so sorry that the JFs are about -- I must be out of practice with the gear and not doing my job right!!! Naughty Rosie!!

Michelle hun, anything we can do to help? (((Michelle)))

Rosie x
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When I'm not in my right mind, my left mind gets pretty crowded...

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Howlyncat
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   Posted 10/12/2006 2:37 AM (GMT -7)   
I know lil one for me too
Happy you called me though made me feel loads better
Was still kinda in shock about that plane and the train incident still am I think
Gotta get those women geared up eh
Luvs ya
You know I am always here for you as are your sista's
Mom out
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normalsnofun
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   Posted 10/12/2006 3:51 AM (GMT -7)   
Lyn im in shock bout the plane 2 im in a flight path of that airpot it took off from.

rosie i wish there were hun. im stuck this way till i can pull out i think. but thanx.

today is a new day rite?
--Michelle

...I dont want the world to see me, 'cause I dont think that they'd understand
When everythings made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am..."
--Goo Goo Dolls

"Those who are different change the world,
Those who are the same keep it that way."


Howlyncat
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   Posted 10/12/2006 4:13 AM (GMT -7)   
YES it is lil one a Brand New Day .............
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Howlyncat
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   Posted 10/13/2006 5:29 AM (GMT -7)   
NO Wednesday no Shell
What is going on I know I have been sick and I cannot email right lol so I hope to catch all on
hoping all is okay with everyone
Had a very bad emotionally draining day yesterday and dont ever want another like that
Seems to be going around
I sure hope not it is Hades to live with
Lyn
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normalsnofun
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   Posted 10/13/2006 6:23 AM (GMT -7)   
*BIG HUGS Lyn*

Hope things go well today keep me posted.
--Michelle

...I dont want the world to see me, 'cause I dont think that they'd understand
When everythings made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am..."
--Goo Goo Dolls

"Those who are different change the world,
Those who are the same keep it that way."

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