Hi Hunniebee ,
Will you do some deep breathing with me?
You are NOT going to die and even if your not right with God , you know he NEVER turns people away.
Sorry to hear you are having to go thru this. There have been many times I have had to rely on my sons for my strength. I know no matter how old they get they still need me and I need them.
One of the things that helps me out a lot at night when I can't sleep because of the anxiety or even thru the day I will pull out the family photo albums and look at them..I find it to be very calming and relaxing. They also remind me of tougher times I have over came thru the years and gives me the strength to keep fighting.
I will keep you in my prayers and I know in my heart you will get thru this. We are all here for you.
Yes it can Lyn...that's why I stay away from looking us symtems on the internet you will start amagining the wors of everything.