Twiggy, I'm sorry you are so depressed, I think you should call your doctor as well, maybe your lexapro dose needs to be changed, or a different ssri. I know how you feel when you think your always starting at square one, and the crazy thoughts are horrible. I know you will get through this, just hang in there and I hope things get beter soon.
Big Hugs Judy
I am so sorry you are feeling this way!! But I know exactly how you feel- I was just feeling like I had my feet on the ground again when everything hit again and I, too, feel like I am back to square one, with sleeping and eating problems. But I guess we have to be thankful that we did have some time that we were feeling better and have faith that we will get back to that point again. Yes, managing this disease is tough- but sounds like you are taking control and taking the steps you need to!!
Hang in there!!
Been there. Doctors don't think that they need to respond to their patients calls. I have one like that too. If I don't get a response after 3 times I go to his office and demand some answers, but that's just me. Sorry and hang in there.