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Suzy35
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   Posted 11/21/2006 7:20 AM (GMT -6)   
I hate it when I feel this way, but I really do just want to quit everything. I'm so tired of money worries, job worries, what will happen when worries. My stomach is in a knot and I feel like throwing up. I just can't seem to get past this stuff. I do fine for awhile, then it all comes back. I almost wish someone would lock me up and let me out when it's all over and I don't have to think about it anymore.

ShynSassy
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   Posted 11/21/2006 7:25 AM (GMT -6)   
Oh Suzy,
Money is the source of all evil,and it is the reason depression hits hard.
When I first moved here I had no job,lived on unemployement which of course was not enough to cover anything .It took me 2 years to find a job,and it is at a very small pay. I still have my bills that I am trying to pay on,and trying to figure out how to get Christmas presents.
I need to get a 2nd job,simple as that...but there are nights I don't get off of work until late with my current one so I don't even know what hours I could promise another job.
UGH If I could only hit those numbers with the powerball...but then I am sure I would be on here as I would have different problems then.
I too have thought about hiding for awhile,hoping somehow the problems would just "disappear" but I have a feeling they would be there double fold when I came out of hiding.
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia


Howlyncat
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   Posted 11/21/2006 7:39 AM (GMT -6)   
I am so sorrry things are this bad for you hun
I know that feeling of just " quitting life" but ya know what
you are needed you are here for a reson and I am sure it will come to you soon..........
You help so many others out it is time for "Suzy"


Christmas presents for co workers aquaintances ppl like that all ya do is buy a Christmas decorated tin at store ( for a buck or 2 ) and bake some home made goodies for them
Cut down the cost of decorations by making own........There are ways of cutting back on the expense of Christmas
Actually just might be an idea for a thread
take care suzy keeping you in my heart and prayers


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Suzy35
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   Posted 11/21/2006 8:29 AM (GMT -6)   
Thanks, both of you. All this used to not bother me, but for some reason, now it is hitting hard. I have this feeling of doom and I can't shake it. I tell myself, in the end, the worst that could happen is my husband looses his job, we have to loose the house and move in with his dad. It would suck horribly, but would it be the end of the world? (that's worse case too) But I go into a panic. Right now there is no real reason to worry about this, it's all up in the air, but I can't let it go.

The only ones we buy Christmas for is the kids, everyone else gets pictures of the kids. :-)

Howlyncat
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   Posted 11/21/2006 11:31 AM (GMT -6)   
You sound like me a " constant worrier I worr about things mths in advance "........
Try ( I know its not easy ) but at least try not to think of the doom and gloom and keep a light at the end of your tunnel
Dont fall into that real dark place hun I just came out of it
Worse I have ever been in my entire life and I will never allow self to get that bad again........

LOL I give Pics of Cait to family members and ppl too in frames from Dollar store ........
I hope you keep it together
we are here for you know that
Lyn
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steph2005
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   Posted 11/21/2006 8:44 PM (GMT -6)   
I am sorry to hear you are feelig this way. I had a set back myself today, was doing really well for almost 2 weeks, I worry alot about everything as well. We just have to keep chugging through life, just rememeber that even though it might seem that it will last forever, it won't :-) it does get better. Sometimes it's hard to see, but it will, hang in there. I hope you start to feel better. Take care
*Steph*
 
 


Suzy35
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   Posted 11/21/2006 9:08 PM (GMT -6)   
I keep telling myself it has to get better, once again I just worry that it's going to get worse before it gets better. LOL I"m a mess. Work kept me super busy today, so I didn't have time to dwell on much. Tomorrow will be the same. My husband keeps reassuring me, he's to sweet. I know in the end he would take care of all the mess if need be.

Suzy35
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   Posted 11/23/2006 2:06 AM (GMT -6)   
Ok, I have eaten to much already and the feast hasn't even started yet. BLECH. I got home from work, on Wed., got my pumpkin pie, chocolate pie, sweet potatoes and ham all done. Now I can't stay out of the ham. IT'S SO GOOD!
I'm working on Thanksgiving till noon, so then I can get home and throw Mr. Turkey in the oven.

I'm doing better today. Still feeling a bit anxious, but my mind and body has been so busy that I don't focus on it. I"m off to bed now.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE

nervymeg
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   Posted 11/23/2006 6:24 PM (GMT -6)   
Suzy, glad to hear you are enjoying thanksgiving!!! sounds like fun...I hope things get better for you.  I used to book myself into drug re-hab clinics to "take a break" sounds extreme but I got babied for a whole week...is it possible you could get some time off work and just spend time having fun??? Or would you spend the whole time worrying? I think i just answered my own question!! This will pass, it always does....just remember that you are not responsible for the whole world! Just you and your lovely hubbie :-)
Dance like no-one's watching
NervyMeg


Howlyncat
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   Posted 11/23/2006 7:41 PM (GMT -6)   
Suzy I am glad you are having a Good Thanksgiving and mind is occupied with more pleasant things
My hubby is like yours he will pick up my pieces lol if they tend to fall or break off
Tak care
Heres for a another good day tomorrow
Lyn
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        Lyn
 

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