having a really off moment

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athmlldy411
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   Posted 12/4/2006 2:41 PM (GMT -6)   
i'm at home. my husband is at work and the kids are at school and i am so stressed out. i woke up htis way and it has not gone away. it just seems like everyone wants to understand and they don't.  just because i have a few good days they all think it is just fine and i am getting back on track and my life is going to go right back to normal ( what ever that is) .  mostly it is my husband - oh look you have done a load of laundry and picked some things so you are doing great while inside i just want to disappear. i want to just nod my head and be gone. no i am not suicidal at all i just wish they couldn't see me so that they couldn't ask anything of me. i hate this so much. one or two good days and it is suppose to mean everything is great and i just can't take it right now. i am pushing myself so hard to get christmas done and i fear that all of it will catch up with me and i don't know what will happen whien it does. i feel like everyone wants so much and i just don't have anything left to give. oh and get this i am having one heck of a time finding a psychiatrist.
please some one help.
 
 
god bless you all

athmlldy411
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   Posted 12/4/2006 4:19 PM (GMT -6)   
thanks alot for all the support guys.          i guess i can just deal on my own that is waht i seem to do any way

hopefulmigrainer
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   Posted 12/4/2006 4:46 PM (GMT -6)   
You are ovewhelmed.  Hang in there and try to take one day at a time.  If that is too hard then take one hour at a time.  If that is too hard take one minute at a time.  This is what I have to do as I am depressed too.  It seems like the posts are happening a mile a minute.  It's that time of year, I think.  Make getting a new psyche doc the #1 priority.  YOU are just as important as everyone else.  God bless.
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athmlldy411
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Date Joined Dec 2006
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   Posted 12/4/2006 5:29 PM (GMT -6)   
yeah well i can't seem to find one and that is not helping at all. then it just seems that no one is really getting any of this. i just wnat to crawl under and rock and stay from now on. it seems like life just really stinks and there is nothing i can do about and no one is here to help do any thing about it.

Beth Anne
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   Posted 12/4/2006 6:38 PM (GMT -6)   

I am very sorry that you are having a hard time.  I do you hope that you feel better soon.  I can actually tell you that I understand what your going through with not being able to find a doc.  I have tried to go to several myself, and for what ever reason they didn't work out.  My experience has been they never took me or my symptoms seriously.  I have not given up, I know people who have found docs that are really making differences in their lives.  I know that I will eventually find one, and so will you.  I also understand that everyone that gives advice may say the same thing, "take one day at a time".  They are absolutely right!  That is all you can do. To help me get through my low I think of the people or person who needs me, and I get my act together for their sake.  Because I know that how I react to my circumstances effects them too. I know that I know nothing about you, but I do know that you are blessed with people in your life.  The same people who you are trying to have Christmas for.  They love you, and will understand if you slowed down a bit. I know that when you are depressed it is the hardest thing in the world to get out of bed in the morning and get things done, but if you remind yourself of why your doing them, it may help. 

Please be strong, you will get through this. Chin up Charlie.

Beth


athmlldy411
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   Posted 12/4/2006 11:17 PM (GMT -6)   
hey thanks for the advice. you know it is funny because sometimes i vent to my hubby and he listens very well but he just does'nt get it at all. he will tell if i knew what i could do i would do it in a heart beat and i know he would but he can't...........no one can and that is what hurts so bad. i would not wish one second of this upon my worst enemy ........no way i want anyone to feel like this. i cry and i worry that is will never end and then i get panicy because what if i have to live like this for the rest of my life. it is just all a bunch of crap and it is not fair that we have to live like this. i mean i look at people and they are so happy and everything is just so good and i can't help but ask why me? where is my normal....... where is my good time and happy moment because right now it is just not here.


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