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Beth Anne
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Date Joined May 2006
Total Posts : 21
   Posted 12/10/2006 5:30 PM (GMT -6)   
 I could really use some help.  I am going through a low phase right now.  I some times don't know how I can keep this up.  I am tired of feeling so uncomfortable with myself, so insecure and so stupid.  I wish that I could wake up one day and just be normal.  I don't want to care what any body else thinks any more.  I have bad feelings toward everyone and I can't stand my self.  I have such bad anxiety over every thing this week.  I am so depressed. I just need to hang on until this passes.
 
Sorry to be negative, I usually try to be soo positive.
 
 
 
Beth

Howlyncat
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Date Joined Jan 2005
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   Posted 12/10/2006 8:17 PM (GMT -6)   
Beth
I just went thru this same thing
I was in such a dark place I never want to go there again .......
I finally had to get really ticked off at myself for being there
I know of ways to get self thru it but I wasnt applying them nor was I being myself on here I was being quite quiet lol which is not me ...........
I decided I was going to FIGHT this DD just like I tell all the others and NOT let it win and beat me down
Please know we are here for you and you can vent all you want
You are definitely not alone
Many ppl are feeling just like this right now and I think alot has to do with the time of yr and what is going on in our lives
Please do keep posting and getting support from your HW family
Thats what this place is all about
Caring and supporting each other
Be wll soon
Let us know how you are doing
and remember
FIGHT
Lyn
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        Lyn
 


hopefulmigrainer
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Date Joined Oct 2006
Total Posts : 902
   Posted 12/11/2006 1:49 AM (GMT -6)   
Dear BethAnne, you will be in my prayers. Hang in there and remember "normal is just a setting on the dryer." :) Have you tried cognitive therapy? I'm so sorry that you are depressed. I'm there with you. Just take one day at a time and try not to be so hard on yourself, okay?
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference. Amen."
 
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Beth Anne
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Date Joined May 2006
Total Posts : 21
   Posted 12/11/2006 7:47 AM (GMT -6)   

Thank you soo much for your replies.  I woke up feeling a little better this morning. I seem to go in cycles with this.  I just call them phases, high and low.  They both can last for days or even weeks/months.  Of course the low lasts a lot longer than the high. I always have anxiety, but when I am going through a good phase I seem to have it under control.  Meaning I can self talk to calm down or exercise and it will subside. My low phase I can try to self talk all I want, I have no motivation and my negative thoughts just take over.  My depression is bad when I can't control the anxiety. 

Do any of you experience your levels of anxiety and depression going up and down like this?

Beth

Howlyncat
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Date Joined Jan 2005
Total Posts : 24909
   Posted 12/11/2006 12:58 PM (GMT -6)   
Yes I do all the time and I am tring to get it under control but it is hard to do
My high's are really high and lows are the lowest as I already posted
This last one had hubby and daughter wanting to take me to hospital thats how badly I scared them
NEVER will I allow that again
Am seeing the doc today to talk about
this and other health problems I have been struggling with .........
Take care please
Lyn
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 One thing I know for sure is we have each other and in times of need no one could be better off IMO
 
 Never compromise your self nor your dignity...with that ...My God
 Family and Great Friends ........I have it All
 
        Lyn
 


a.l.
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Date Joined Apr 2006
Total Posts : 279
   Posted 12/11/2006 5:37 PM (GMT -6)   
Beth- I'm in a "low phase" right now too- wish someone would just wave a magic wand and help me out of it :-) ! But remember that after a low phase always comes a high one, so hang in there!!

mulkin23
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Date Joined Dec 2006
Total Posts : 8
   Posted 12/11/2006 5:50 PM (GMT -6)   
im not feeling great either right now but believe in the good times around the corner and go get them. its the only way to achieve them. remember that you're not alone. we all want you to get through too. thinking of you..all the best
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