You should be very proud of yourself for what you accomplished. It is never easy to face your fears the way you did! I, too, have been through the worst of it, and made it through to the other side, enjoying a couple of years of peace. Now I am going through a pretty rough setback, but know that I will absolutely make it through this too. I've always believed that the best way to beat it is to face it and go right on through until it just doesn't matter anymore...that's exactly what you've done. Good for you!!!!!