Post Edited (Howlyncat) : 12/20/2006 6:05:09 AM (GMT-7)
Honey you may fine once you do get all of this started the anger will beat out the depression. I know it's easier for me to stay mad so I don't feel the sadness and let it get me down. Your a strong women and it soulds like you have great support from your kids on this so you do what you can and god will see you thru. Bless you.
Post Edited (Howlyncat) : 12/29/2006 11:03:18 AM (GMT-7)
By last Friday, I told myself I am not going to let this get me down. I was only thinking of this, and everywhere I go, or do anything my thoughts were on this. But by Saturday I was not going to let this ruin my life and the life of my children.
Anyway I portrayed a happy self, and he must have been amazed at my sudden transformation, well, now the household is pretty quiet.
But I am not sure I feel strong, although at one point, I was so miserable and now I feel I can take the decission I want. I don't know if it is the Meds.... I called for a lawyer refferal and I am still waiting to see the lawyer. I am surprized with myself...