Sorry to keep dwelling on my situation, as I know there are many great people here who are suffering as well, but I just can't seem to get out of this "funK". In analyzing things, (which I do way too much of!), I realize, too, that work was my escape from things (primarily my husband's lack of work). When I went to work I was able to put this aside and concentrate on what I had to do at work. Now that I am out of work, too, and home, it is always in my face. I keep busy at home, but my husband is always there. Plus, he likes to watch movies and stay home, and I always have the urge to "run"-even if it is just for a walk outside or going to the supermarket for one item!
It makes me so sad to see him just hanging around and wanting to be productive- yet he really wants to stay in his field and has found nothing. In my mind, I am giving him another couple of months to find something in his field-I know how badly he wants it. But I miss my "escape" of work too and dread waking up to the same situation everyday.
Thanks for letting me vent!