I'm sorry that you are going through such a tough time right now. Keep in mind that it is only temporary, you'll find your way back out again! I agree completely with Ms Kittie, give your meds a chance to kick in. Sometimes AD can take a while to build up to their full dose, so try and be as patient as you can with that. I also agree with the crying part, sometimes it's the only way for me to let the feelings out and Kittie is right about feeling better after and more able to move forward. You hang in there and know you are not alone!
Lord knows I've been where you are. I'm so sorry you have to deal with all this. It's very hard. Cry if you need to. Maybe it will cathartic, who knows? Take a hot bath, put smelly stuff in the water, lay there and relax. Light a candle, listen to soothing music. That's my only advise other than just hang in there. BTW, you'll notice I'm not good at taking my own advise. Hope that made you laugh a little.
Your not alone hun we are all here for you. I know we can't reach out and hold you when you need to be held but we can still confort you. Please talk to your counsler at school and they can get you help if your mother don't acknolage you are having a problem. You come and talk to us anytime hun were always here. ((((((Hugs))))))