I know I am starting to beat this when I am not taking as many benzos to kep me from freaking out and believe me this past bit has been enough to land me in the " land of OZ"
I am wearing so many different hats doing so many things that nmally would have me flipped and panicking BUT I am getting thru it all the way with only an odd valium or ativan
When I finally tell all my family to back off and let me live my life the way I chose NOT how they want me too .............I dont want to hear " stories" ............I can go to the Library
I have done that for way to long and I need to teach Cait it is okay to say" NO" without the guilts ..............I am her parent and I have to lead a positive way of life for her to follow and see that MOM can and will conquer..............so shall she in anything she sets out to do
When I know I have now made some serious decisions in my lfe even at my ripe old age that will make me happy in the long run and God Knows I want to be Happy
Seeing that it has been over 2 yrs since joing HW and knowing I might have played a samll part in helping out someone else out there and not wallowed in my own self pity partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy's
When I know I have made so many great friends and family over my time here and will continue to do so as long as you's will have me
" FIGHT THE FIGHT ALL...WE Can n Will Conquer as a WHOLE
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Post Edited (Howlyncat) : 1/30/2007 5:00:08 AM (GMT-7)