Dang you Cowboy UP
Into my head again werent ya
I did this over my time out I thought I cried I pitied self til there was no dang pity left and ya know what I feel soooooooooooooooooo free and finally ALIVE and it was needed in my life
Yes I luv all of ya's and I luv to come here and see if I can help BUT I wasnt seeing that I needed to see that I needed HELP I was going so far down I couldnt crawl out ........I gave up gave in and stayed in bed my thoughts were always here with you's I know something about each of you your ways your acts of kindness your empathy the animals you like where ya live and so on and so on ya get my point anyways that tells me I am spending wayyyy to much time worrying bout ya all when I know you's will be fine lol
I am not your mother I am here for you's as a friend and as a co anxiety /panic OCD sufferer,that has always shared every aspect of her life with ya all since day I joined and will continue God willing .........
All I want is this for you all to finally see that yous have made progress have made it with giant steps or baby steps and yes there are rebounds we know that all of us but for now enjoy the path of recovery even the littlest step for I see it and I am proud of all ..........So endeth the Lesson...lol........................
If I could do one thing I would go back to work Nursing was my life being able to help was the gift I was given and I did it well I might add no type of arrogance or egotism here at all I did do a great job and I am proud of my career ......I would still have my retirement home and even with all the responsibilty that came with i I loved it .........It is what I miss the most in my life but I try to fill that void here and in town with a few seniors and it helps
** COWBOY UP ** ......stay outta this head lol........Luvs ya friend ....Cowgirl is Back UP
Contribute today to support Healing Well Forums...Donate @
Never compromise your self nor your dignity...
Dream, Reach and Believe ......
Co Mod @ Crohns
Moderator @ Anxiety/Panic