Loosing the fight

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MsKittie
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   Posted 2/8/2007 7:36 AM (GMT -7)   
Hello everyone I'm so sorry I haven't been here for everyone the past few days. It seems everything around me is falling apart. I will go in order here as things have been going on.
 
My hubby has been fighting cancer on his face for over a year now and we started a new dr yesterday who is a two and a half hour drive to and from Tylor. We were there for 4 hours getting biopsies done and now are awaiting for them to come back and for them to call to set up a appointment for a surgery date. There is a possibility he is going to have to have reconstruction surgery done also under his nose.
 
While at the hospital with him his sister called and his mother was in the hospital here with phnuomia and some kind of infection and I was not to tell him till he got done so he wouldn't leave and not have his stuff done.
 
Last saturday my daughter in law Jennifer her dad had a heart attache and is still in the hospital in Dallas so I have my two grandaughters staying here with me Krissie 7 and Kealey 7 months till Jennifer gets back home. Tell me please when babies start sleeping all night.
 
There is so much going on I'm getting confused on my meds and I even have a pill box that I keep them in that's not helping. So from my anxiety being way up and the baby climbing on me has me in a bad painful fibro flare.
 
So I'm sorry to say right now...I'm loosing the fight.


(((HUGS)))
   MsKittie
 
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I have an illness, My illness don't have me.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*                                      
 
Being happy doesnt mean everything's perfect.It means you've decided to see beyound the imperfrctions!God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but HE did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears & light for the way                                        

 

 


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   Posted 2/8/2007 8:14 AM (GMT -7)   
Hugs...hang in there...Hope things start looking up for you.
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seechell
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   Posted 2/8/2007 8:45 AM (GMT -7)   

(((((((Kittie)))))))

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Just hang in there. You are stronger than you think you are.


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Junebug05
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   Posted 2/8/2007 8:52 AM (GMT -7)   
MsKittie,
 
Oh, you do have alot going on for you right now!  I'll keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.  I do hope that the stress level will go down for you very soon and you'll get yourself back on the right track!  Hang in there and let us know how you are doing!

jrebecc
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   Posted 2/8/2007 9:21 AM (GMT -7)   
What a full plate you have! I wish you the best and send good thoughts your way. At least you get to spend time with the kids!

greyhound
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   Posted 2/8/2007 9:51 AM (GMT -7)   
Sending prayers and hugs
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janetlee
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   Posted 2/8/2007 10:50 AM (GMT -7)   
Kittie,
You are NOT losing the fight! You are proving minute-by-minute what a strong person you are! Things will get better and know that we're all here for you!
HUGS!
janet
Yesterday's dead
Tomorrow's unknown
Today is here
And soon will be gone.
Use it wisely
Before it's too late
Remember to love
And forget to hate.
janet


btflnvy
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   Posted 2/8/2007 8:24 PM (GMT -7)   
Your in my prayers, you will get through this!!

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Howlyncat
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   Posted 2/9/2007 7:25 AM (GMT -7)   
YOu are sure doing alot there hun and I agree you are not losing the fight.............please take some time if yu need to regroup okay I am here n fine and so is Normal
Tahnks for all your help while I was sick
Returning the favor
Luvs
Lyn
** I dont rmember when they slept I only know i slept with them lol**
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MsKittie
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   Posted 2/9/2007 8:18 AM (GMT -7)   
Thank you all for the support you have all given me. I am not real good about venting my problems on here and letting everyone know what is going on in my life I try to be here to help others then to ask for help myself. You are all my family and I love you all.
 
My mother in law got out of the hospital yesterday afternoon ( thanks to all the prayers) and her sister is at mom's house taking care of her.
 
We still haven't heard back from hubby's dr about what kind of cancer he has and my son Shawn was off work today so he kept the baby at home and I just have Krissie coming here after school today because he is going to take Jennifer to see her dad who is still in the hospital.
 
Lyn thank you for trying to make me think you are feeling better but I know your not and please don't ever feel you have to pay me back for anything. I'm not doing anything today except for what I want to do and I want to be here today with all of you. I can feel the love coming thru my screen from you all. Thank you.
(((HUGS)))
   MsKittie
 
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*  
I have an illness, My illness don't have me.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*                                      
 
Being happy doesnt mean everything's perfect.It means you've decided to see beyound the imperfrctions!God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but HE did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears & light for the way                                        

 

 


Howlyncat
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   Posted 2/9/2007 8:37 AM (GMT -7)   
I am fine sweetie okay just worry bout you
I am glad you will have a bit of time to rest
Keep the faith and know we are here
Luvs ya
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MsKittie
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   Posted 2/9/2007 9:06 AM (GMT -7)   
Thank you Lyn for the kind words I want to wish you the best at the dr today. Can you give us an update on how your son is doing too please?
 
Luvs ya too.
(((HUGS)))
   MsKittie
 
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*  
I have an illness, My illness don't have me.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*                                      
 
Being happy doesnt mean everything's perfect.It means you've decided to see beyound the imperfrctions!God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but HE did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears & light for the way                                        

 

 


bambola_2nv
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   Posted 2/9/2007 9:24 AM (GMT -7)   
Kittie:
 
Its Bam,  We have been worried about you since we haven't seen you on line.  but know i know why you havn't been.
 
I am soo sorry this is all happening at once to you.  You are a strong person and will get through this day by day.  I have you and your family in my prayers.
 
Hun if you need to talk you know how to get a hold of me.  If i'm not on line you can text me by clicking on my name on msn and leave me a message i will get it right away and come on line.  or you can come call me anytime. during the night.
 
we are all here for you hun.  Don't forget that,
 
Please keep strong and keep us posted.   ((BIG HUGSS))
 
Everything will be ok.  I just know it. 
 
 
Love Bam xoxoxoxoxoxox
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Howlyncat
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   Posted 2/10/2007 3:57 AM (GMT -7)   
Son is much better
I have some issues to be dealt with healthwise but I AM just fine HONESTLY I am
You please just take some" me time " okay kick back and try to relax
We all apreciate you and now its your turn for support we are all human hun
Luvs ya
Lyn


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MsKittie
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   Posted 2/10/2007 8:34 AM (GMT -7)   
I am doing much better today. I'm back on track with my meds and all the grandkids are back with there mom and dad. I get most of my relaxation being on here with friends. I love you all and thank you all for helping me thru this.
(((HUGS)))
   MsKittie
 
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*  
I have an illness, My illness don't have me.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*                                      
 
Being happy doesnt mean everything's perfect.It means you've decided to see beyound the imperfrctions!God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but HE did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears & light for the way                                        

 

 


Howlyncat
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   Posted 2/11/2007 2:36 AM (GMT -7)   
Glad things are getting better hun and I know what you mean about being here amongst friends I know I need to be here for my sanity and understanding
Cait so delightfully gace /shared her cold with me so I have been plugged and stuffed up but hoping that wont stop me from smelling Turkey cooking lol
Have a great day sweetie
Luvs
Lyn
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