As I posted before, I told my hubby about what was going on with the pills. So, I'm a bit rocky there and stressed. I'm stressed about his ex having claimed our child deduction, which can and probably will, lower our return by $2000. She will probably win, as she usually does. I hate her with every fiber of my being. So I'm, stressing about that. I have an appointment with a lawyer today to see about filing for bankruptcy. I worked my a** of to get my credit back after I left my first husband. And now because of stupid decisions I made during manic and depressive moods (bipolar), we are in debt up to our eyeballs. I was keeping up with it until a month or so ago. But now the effects of my hospitalizations are starting to trickle in because hubby didn't go to work as he should have. He stayed home with me because he was frightened of something happening. I went to turn my TV on this morning and I have no picture. So now my TV is broken possibly. Unless hubby can fix it. Who knows. There is one bright thing in all of this, I'm hoping. I'm going to go see a pro se lawyer (free) and see if they can help us recover the more than $2000 hubby's ex owes us. Whether they garnish her check or not, I'm going to get it. We went to small claims court over a year ago and there is interest on it built up. I hope no one else is garnishing her check or we'll have to wait in line. She is such a horrible woman. I don't understand why karma hasn't hit her yet. I don't understand how hubby and I can continue to have things go wrong. We are good, understanding, church going people. We are doing everything we are supposed to do. We are getting prepared to go through the temple and be sealed to each other. We are trying to get the sealing between Hagatha and hubby cancelled. Why would he want to spend eternity with her when they don't want to be together here on earth. Our Bishop has to contact her through a certified letter that Louis wants a cancellation. Somehow, she'll put a kink in that too. When it rains it pours and I don't understand why. I don't understand why there is no justice. I'm really at a loss. I keep crying about everything and can't stop. What do I do, where do I turn? I'm lost.
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference."
DX: ankylosing spondylitis, periferal neuropathy, chronic migraines/headaches, depression/panic attacks, bi-polar, hypothyroidism, hypoglycemia, sleep apnea
RX: synthroid, estradiol, prozac, lamictal, inderal la, klonopin, seroquel, imiprimine, aspirin, (relpax, maxalt, phenergan, esgic plus, xanax, PRN for migraine)
Surgeries: hysterectomy 1997, tonsillectomy 2001, deviated septum 2005, cataracts (both eyes) 2006