I've been panic attack free for 3.5 days. I have to contribute it to the Clonazepam. As bad as I was before, there's no other explanation.
It seems too good to be true!
What's more is that someone told me that once I've been taking it for two weeks, that's really when it'll be working it's best. I hope he is right. That's not to say I'm not doing well right now, but if I could be doing even better that would be great. I imagine myself feeling like I did five years ago. Hopefully I'm not setting myself up for disappointment.
But I want to extend a special thanks to everyone who tried to talk me into taking the Klonopin for the three weeks I had it and just stared at the bottle. And to those who've been there for me since, as well. I'm not a very mushy guy, but there are some GREAT people here and your support has meant a whole lot to me. I'm trying to get into therapy, and I wouldn't be surprised if the therapist suggests that I do not visit sites like this as long as I'm feeling well. If that's the case and I disappear, believe me, it's not because I've forgotten! Once I get back to work and start bringing in full paychecks I'll contribute to Healing Well, too. It's an INCREDIBLY valuable resource for support.