I don't mean to sound patronizing, but I'm willing to bet you've had anxiety for longer than you're letting on. Maybe you didn't even notice it for what it was. Maybe it was so mild you didn't notice, and then this worrying spell really set it off.
In either case, it's very obvious you were suffering from anxiety when you were posting all the time about
HIV, and I think you still are. Anxiety can come and go.
Did you not ask the woman you were with to have an HIV test? That would do a lot to alleviate your immediate source of anxiety. If she had enough of the virus in her to spread it to you, she'd test positive right now. Nurses and doctors chime in, but from what I know about
it, it's nearly a certainty.
Try to take away your "excuses" to be worried.
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