I would make a long appointment with an ordinary doc and write a letter for him to read,mention all your ptoblems and histoty tell him how you feel at the time as if nervous, its not always obvious, maybe a new doc would have different ideas
valium as needed would be safer taking your other problems into account
remember docs arent there to pass judgement on you and have heard everything before
Hi hardspacecore I just wanted to welcome you to HW and it takes a lot of guts to open up like that but at lease you got some good advice from all that had posted, and I too think you need to have a good talking to your doc about this anxiety problem as well. Since I been put on Lexapro I haven't had a P/A since then and feeling so much better now and I hope that you will do the same.