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freezinginAK
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   Posted 5/28/2007 8:43 AM (GMT -6)   
  Ok this is getting old, either too much night time in the winter or way to much daylight in the summers, up at 4am in the mornings and bed by 12am when it gets dark is getting old lol.
 
  My A/P is doing really good right now, but my CFS really is taking a toll on me as you know I been working on the truck putting the clutch in all week long now that would normally take me a day or 2 to do and I got to finish it up today, thank God not much left on it now but non the less it has to be done today, but my body is screaming in pain and I need the rest as I know I'm going to be bed ridden from exhausten for the next few days but I got to get it done as tomorrow my kid is going to her 4H horse camp for the week.
 
  And as soon as recover from that I still got to put in a new fishing dock at the cabin before the water gets to high and help a friend with his dock that was damaged by all the ice jams this year with so much to do I get the feeling I'm going to be in bed resting alot this summer and on top of all that fishing, hay and hunting season coming up. We all ready got the tourist in there big RV's here making traffic bad enough but all hades in July when the red Salmon start coming into the rivers.
 
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   Posted 5/28/2007 9:46 AM (GMT -6)   
nono NOTE to Cowboy
You vent all ya want you are here with all that is going on trying to help out others and listen to all my nasty probs .......
VENT my friend VENT
 
I dont know how you are able to handle that much with the CFS
 I know I am up with sun and ours is down by 8:30 now well I guess thats about 14 plus hours
I do like the dawn of each new day once pain meds kick in and I can get outta bed that is .......what type of life is it sometimes ya know .......
 
Was having ago with Dad and Hospital most of wknd and that sucks big time I am really getting self ready he looks like he is at deaths door and I know he only wants to be with Mom
 
Back to you
What the HE double hockey sticks are ya doing pushing self past limits
alot on yer mind too I can tell
You  are only one person and I know part of what that darn D does to the body my friend and I dont want to see you on the outs ya know
Who would I be able to whine too ...Oh Yeah ...........lol Debaser...ha ha
 
I am worried about you my friend please for your sake and ours ( we all loves ya ) take a breather ...have some Cowboy time ........I know some of this that you are doing is part of your passion but you might want to put a wee bit of a curb on it just to make sure you dont fall out u know
I KNOW i am one for telling ppl to push past and ENJOY life but there are some DD you just cannot do that with ......you know this ...if ya need some time go for it and I will be okay we have Kitt to now and this board is good at least we dont need to "MODERATE" too much ..eh Debaser lol...thats cuz we got the greatest ppl right ........
Anyways friend listen up let me do all the fishing and you do the hunting ( those there bears scare me ) when you are up to it and I know things will get better and
Dont you go apologising for venting
YOU of all ppl  know that it is the best to do when ya got to do it
Dont want to lose u too ya know
Be well my friend
Luvs ya
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   Posted 5/28/2007 2:13 PM (GMT -6)   
That must be crazy with those long days and nights. I can't even imagine what that must be like. Do you see that Aurora Borealis that often? I bet that looks pretty cool, at least.
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   Posted 5/28/2007 3:13 PM (GMT -6)   
Wouldnt that just be so beautiful D to see that
I would love to see it as well ........
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   Posted 5/28/2007 10:11 PM (GMT -6)   

  Yes we do see the northern lights as we call them but down in this part of Alaska they tend to be less colorful here mostly white a green lights but at time we can really get to see all the colors like a river of lights coming down from the night sky moving as it go's over the mountains. I remember one time was working late at night and was on my way home just after passing the town I had to stop and just watch the light show for about an hour as it was the most beautiful show I have ever seen in my life.

  Lyn I was going to post here about my CFS and why I do push myself over my limits at times but I think you will understand better under your thread on childhood memories

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   Posted 5/29/2007 4:04 AM (GMT -6)   

  Well I did finish the truck up in time for the drive to her horse camping trip and sleeped most of the day away, but I still had enough in me to go for a short ride on old boone this evening on the horse trail and guess what, here is that fence back up again blocking the trail, even after the Troopers told him to remove it from the right-a-way. Well needless to say I moved it for him with the horse and dragged it a 1/4 mile away with out him knowing this time lol boy I bet he's going to be hot in the morning when he sees it gone.

  Guess I'm starting to feel like my old self again lol

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   Posted 5/29/2007 6:12 AM (GMT -6)   
I will read that post

Yep he will be just a tad hot under the Collar

Glad to hear you are feeling better
Luvs
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   Posted 5/31/2007 5:57 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi my friend
Hoping all is well and your daughter is having a blast

Signed Cait up for Horse back riding once a week only 20 for 2 hrs .......
She goes tonight for first time
This lady shows them how to prperly groom ........and the cautions needed around Horses ad all of it I do find that 20 bucks is sure worth the excitement she has shown last few days about it

Be well my friend
In my heart thoughts and prayers
Luvs ya Cowboy

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   Posted 5/31/2007 4:46 PM (GMT -6)   

  Hi Lyn that's great to here about your Cait with both school and now going for house riding classes. I hope that she has as much fun with the horses as I do lol

  I'm still recouping and sleeping a lot right now from over doing it but I did get her there and everything unloaded and took a 2 hr nap there in the truck lol before heading back home. Last year she took my horse Boone as we were not sure how Chinook would do at the time since we had only had him a few months but from what she has said so far he's doing great. Well I'm going back to bed and sleep some more, but let me know how things went with Cait and it looks like Kitt is fitting right in and doing great.

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   Posted 5/31/2007 5:18 PM (GMT -6)   

Hey YOU................I am loving it here.

Is there a camp for hubbies up there I can send my husband too...........yehaaa, he rides an iron horse thow?

He is a introvert and loves to go up to our 80 acres of wood ticks in northern MN and stay for days.

So you have a daughter that rides horses too.........that is great.

 I can see the northern  lights some times in the night sky................they are beautiful.

Now, here is where I get to remind you that IMHO you need to take care of you first if you want to carry on taking care of others.  I realize there are times when we all push our limits and pay the price for it, we are human.

I am here for you, take my hand any time you need it.

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   Posted 6/1/2007 6:58 AM (GMT -6)   
Hi there Cowboy

Took Cait and she fit with the horse like a glove
Second .......mom had so much the urge to ride and ride and keep going ya know
Horse is about 12 14 hands I believe from my eyes anyways

As she went in the trotting and got going round more Caits face lit up and she had the look of the "English PROPER lol young lady "In her ......from father's side
makes for headbutting ........her English bkgd and my Native lol

Glad you got daughter up there I know it has been on yer mind for some time now
YOU need to rest my friend

Will yak at ya later and YES Ms Kitt doing awesome job ...sure helps EH

Loves ya
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   Posted 6/1/2007 7:07 PM (GMT -6)   

  Hay that's Great Lyn to here about Cait. Tomorrow I pick up my kid from horse camp and they do a little show for us with the rides and horses that they have learned while there. Still hurting from overdoing it though but starting too feel some what better. King fishing has started last week I'm hoping to be able to get a few in the next few weeks but we see how things go.

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   Posted 6/1/2007 7:32 PM (GMT -6)   
Wishing you all the Fishes my friend
BUT keep at a pace you can tolerate please......

Tell your daughter am proud of her

Pocket book weighs lighter like by 350 plus for all of Caits stuff today that is not including her "Doo and nails yet thats another 100

AWW well she deserves it and memories are priceless as we both know
Take care my friend
Luvs ya
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   Posted 6/5/2007 6:49 PM (GMT -6)   
Got your email
will answer tomorrow
Not in a great place right now my friend

TTYL
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   Posted 6/7/2007 7:06 AM (GMT -6)   
My friend
I cant yet put into words what is going on with me it is still got me in shock
'
I do think that u do know
You are such a kindred spirit and great friend
I will as soon as I am more outta shock k

Luvs ya my friend

I will fight anyways and He** he dont want me afraid I will take over lol

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   Posted 6/8/2007 12:10 AM (GMT -6)   

   Lyn take all the time you need, I just want you to know that we care and love you k and I do think of you everyday but I think I know but I'm here for you and you can email me at anytime k Cowgirl up

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   Posted 6/8/2007 9:31 AM (GMT -6)   

Hey Cowboy,

I am with you and agree, Lyn could use a lot of support and rest. 

 Please take care of you too..................

Try to rest as you have an elk to track. 

Ride on, Cowboy.


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   Posted 6/9/2007 3:25 AM (GMT -6)   

It's so nice to see what a wonderful family we have here at HW..loves to you all.. tongue Maree xoxoxo


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   Posted 6/15/2007 5:52 AM (GMT -6)   
It is great isnt it sis
I love it and need all of you in my life

Thanks for being who you's are to me

And to other's as well

Support and EMPATHY is HW and A/P's finest attribute along with the ppl of course

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   Posted 6/15/2007 5:53 AM (GMT -6)   
Cowboy
Not heard from you
YOU okay
I am worried my friend

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   Posted 6/17/2007 7:38 AM (GMT -6)   
Hoping to see you post Cowboy
Emailed you this am my friend

Luvs ya

Cowgirl worried......

Happy Fathers Day
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   Posted 6/17/2007 12:35 PM (GMT -6)   

  Got your email Lyn, all is ok just been trying to mend the dock on the river from the ice jam we had and been taking a lot more of my time then I thought it would have. All the cemented posts have been pushed over and I just been trying hard to get them back in place and level out the dock before the water come up more, so I have just been really out of it lately and sleeping when done for the day.

  But no I'm not mad at all, just real tired and sore. Sorry for not talking much and all but every thing has to be do before the water comes up more as it's about 3 feet from the dock right now and I real don't feel like getting all cold and wet lol

  Lot bigger job then I had thought it was going to be.

  Oh and thank you for the happy fathers day sig

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   Posted 6/17/2007 12:47 PM (GMT -6)   

Hey cowboy,

I have been missing you too as I was afraid you were lost in the mountains hunting that big elk............

Glad all is ok with you.  I would help with the dock but I would probably nail my thumb to the boards........... yeah

Happy Father’s Day


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   Posted 6/17/2007 1:23 PM (GMT -6)   

  Hay Kitt,

 How's it going, no Elk here but moose but there are some on some of the islands by Kodiak but moose season isn't till fall but right now it's bear season but just don't seem to have the time right now to go but that's OK I got fishing season coming here real soon for the sockeyes salmon

  Ahhhhhhhhhhhh so much 2 do in such a short time before winter comes, as of right now we got maybe 2 hours of night time not counting dusk to dawn and by the way we been hitting the 70's and sweating my but off lol

  But it looks like you are fitting right in here yeah and I'm happy for you. And Lyn I have not forgotten you as you are the greatest and are still in my prays will email you soon.

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   Posted 6/17/2007 5:44 PM (GMT -6)   

Hey Fav Cowboy,

Lions and tigers and bears, oh my!  I will let you tell me about the salmon.

I am wishing you well and of course Lyn  is in my prayers for the wonderful person she is, a true mentor and friend.  I am so glad I had the opportunity to join this team.

Take care of you.

 

 


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