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nickylynn
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Date Joined Jul 2006
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   Posted 6/8/2007 7:25 PM (GMT -7)   
How are you?  I wanted to tell you that I have made it to 7 months and it will be 8 months in 5 days.  Since you hadn't been over to the depression site I thought I would track you down and tell you this...lol
*Nicky*
 
"If life isn't fun then you must be doing it wrong."
         Sue F.


stkitt
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   Posted 6/8/2007 9:06 PM (GMT -7)   

Congratulations, that is awesome news. You are doing excellent.


Respectfully
Kitt
Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
Dx: Anxiety/Panic, Depression 
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nickylynn
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   Posted 6/10/2007 6:15 PM (GMT -7)   
THanks it feels good to make it this far and hope to keep it up for the rest of my life.
*Nicky*
 
"If life isn't fun then you must be doing it wrong."
         Sue F.


janetlee
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   Posted 6/10/2007 7:36 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi Nicky!
How wonderful! I am soooooo very proud of you! PLEASE keep up the great work! Yes, I know it IS work to not harm yourself...folks with depression and/or anxiety know all too well what an effort is can be to get thru a day or even a minute at a time! But my oh my how strong a young woman you have proved to be!
I did peak at your posts on the depression board just now, to see what's up with you of late.
I am sorry that you found your "friends" to not really be friends at all. Sad to say, there's a LOT of that in this wicked old world! Better you find out now, rather than later! You can find real friends though! Are there hobbies or activities that you enjoy or would like to try? For example, photography, cooking, art, etc. You could take classes and meet other folks that like the same things you do! Or you could volunteer to read to elderly or children. The libraries usually love to have volunteers!
Do you think you might enjoy a part time job? If so, you'd likely make friends with your co-workers.
But whatever the case, you can and I truly believe, WILL make new and better friends!
I'm glad you visited here on the A/P forum. I know I don't come on the depression board anymore...I don't even come on here as often as I should...! But I'm trying to do better, cuz everyone's been so supportive and kind to me here and I want to return the favor! ;)
Keep in touch now!
HUGS & LUVS,
janet
Yesterday's dead
Tomorrow's unknown
Today is here
And soon will be gone.
Use it wisely
Before it's too late
Remember to love
And forget to hate.
janet


nickylynn
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   Posted 6/11/2007 6:58 PM (GMT -7)   
Thanks Janet...you have been such a good friend to me.  I wish we could be close friends and see each other but you are so far away. but we have each other through here.
 
I just want my best friend back!!!
*Nicky*
 
"If life isn't fun then you must be doing it wrong."
         Sue F.


janetlee
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   Posted 6/11/2007 7:50 PM (GMT -7)   
What exactly has happened with your best friend?
janet
Yesterday's dead
Tomorrow's unknown
Today is here
And soon will be gone.
Use it wisely
Before it's too late
Remember to love
And forget to hate.
janet


nickylynn
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Date Joined Jul 2006
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   Posted 6/12/2007 7:48 PM (GMT -7)   
Well ever since I started cutting and thinking about suicide she has putting space between our relationship but I think once i started coming around and hanging out with her she was back to my best friend for a year.  She got a boyfriend and she spends ever second with him and doesn't give me time anymore but she did at first but now we never talk really.  When I asked her if she wanted to go to a movie with me she said she had to think about it cuz she thought she was going to hang out with her boyfriend.  Well she calls me the next day and asked if I could drive to the movie and said katie(another friend of mine) was going to come with us because katie spent the night at her house.  I didn't realize it at first but I do now that I was only used to go to the movie with them because I could drive and they couldn't.  No one wants to go anything with me they don't call me or if I call them they don't want to and say they are busy but then I find out they hung out with someone else.  I just gave up.
*Nicky*
 
"If life isn't fun then you must be doing it wrong."
         Sue F.


nickylynn
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   Posted 6/13/2007 8:05 PM (GMT -7)   
I HAVE MADE IT TO 8 MONTHS TODAY FROM CUTTING!!!!
*Nicky*
 
"If life isn't fun then you must be doing it wrong."
         Sue F.


janetlee
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   Posted 6/14/2007 5:00 AM (GMT -7)   
Hearty congrats Nicky!
about your "best firend", it sounds like to me that you will be better off without her. It's pretty common for a girl to want to spend lots of time with her BF and that's understandable to a certain degree, but it's no excuse for the other stuff. Perhaps you've outgrown her anyhow! Give it some time and you'll find another friend before you know it! Don't block others out. You could do that w/o realizing it if you're not careful, because of being hurt by this person's behavior. Be open to others and it will happen naturally!
Take care and keep intouch!
janet
Yesterday's dead
Tomorrow's unknown
Today is here
And soon will be gone.
Use it wisely
Before it's too late
Remember to love
And forget to hate.
janet


nickylynn
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   Posted 6/14/2007 8:42 PM (GMT -7)   
You know you are one of my good friends even though I don't see you but you care about me so much and support me.  I will prolly end up like my mom that doesn't have a best friend that she goes out with but has a good friend that lives 20 miles away but don't see except in the summer once or twice.
 
I am actually proud of myself making it to 8 months.  That is the 1st time in 3 years. 
 
I won't be posting next week I will be on vacation with my family in Duluth.  I will still post until saturday in the morning but hopefully i talk to you again before I leave because what you say makes me smile!!! and not many things do.
*Nicky*
 
"If life isn't fun then you must be doing it wrong."
         Sue F.


janetlee
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   Posted 6/15/2007 12:00 AM (GMT -7)   
Well Miss Nicky,
If I make you smile, that's another good reason for me to make myself get out of bed in the a.m.! LOL!
I am glad to make you smile, but I also truly believe what I'm saying to you! :)
You have a good time on your vacation! Be silly and have lotsa fun and laughs! You're only a teenager for a short time...after that, no one will excuse you for acting the fool...I should know! HEEHEEHEE!!! ;)
janet
Yesterday's dead
Tomorrow's unknown
Today is here
And soon will be gone.
Use it wisely
Before it's too late
Remember to love
And forget to hate.
janet


nickylynn
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Date Joined Jul 2006
Total Posts : 83
   Posted 6/15/2007 8:02 PM (GMT -7)   
Well that makes me happy to know i gave you another reason for getting up in the morning!!!!
 
I saw the kids of my sexual abuser today and one of his daughters look exactly like him and I went pass the police station were I was in a room for 1 hour telling a detective about my abuser.  The bad thing is I love his children and widow(my babysitter) to death and they remind him and I tell myself they have nothing to do with him and talk to them like it never happened.  I hate remember what happened to me.
*Nicky*
 
"If life isn't fun then you must be doing it wrong."
         Sue F.


janetlee
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   Posted 6/19/2007 1:45 AM (GMT -7)   
Sorry to be so long in answering you!
Your feelings are perfectly understandable, Nicky! You just handle it however is best for YOU. You feel free to talk to me whenever you want too! My email is available to the left of this message! :)
It's almost 4 in the a.m. and I need to get to bed! Take care of you!
HUGS!!!!
janet
Yesterday's dead
Tomorrow's unknown
Today is here
And soon will be gone.
Use it wisely
Before it's too late
Remember to love
And forget to hate.
janet


nickylynn
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Date Joined Jul 2006
Total Posts : 83
   Posted 6/23/2007 5:42 PM (GMT -7)   
Thanks Janet...this week was very hard for me.  I thought about my abuse a lot.  THe bad thing is I won't be seeing my therapist until almost august.  sometimes I don't know what to do anymore and my therapist thinks that I am over or able to control my thoughts of the abuse.  I thought that too until i saw the my abusers family, which are still good friends of mine but they look exactly like him and it reminds me of him so much.
*Nicky*
 
"If life isn't fun then you must be doing it wrong."
         Sue F.


nickylynn
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   Posted 6/24/2007 7:06 PM (GMT -7)   
I posted on the depression site and what you to see it and tell me what you think...
*Nicky*
 
"If life isn't fun then you must be doing it wrong."
         Sue F.


oakley
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Total Posts : 358
   Posted 6/24/2007 8:23 PM (GMT -7)   
hello, just wanted to say hi and tell you that you how wonderful you are to have conquered this. God bless you , Oakley

nickylynn
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   Posted 6/25/2007 7:35 PM (GMT -7)   
Thank You!
*Nicky*
 
"If life isn't fun then you must be doing it wrong."
         Sue F.


nickylynn
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Date Joined Jul 2006
Total Posts : 83
   Posted 6/26/2007 7:58 PM (GMT -7)   
Bump....
*Nicky*
 
"If life isn't fun then you must be doing it wrong."
         Sue F.

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