Hello, I am Kitt and welcome to Healing Well.
I am glad you found us and I had read your post several, so sorry you are in so much pain and turmoil.
Some of your concerns could certainly be caused by anxiety. However Pancreatitis is the one that pops out at me.
If you could shared a little more information re the meds you use, what they did for you to treat the pain and what were your discharge instructions from the ER it may help me understand a bit more.
Keep posting. Again Welcome.
Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
Dx: Anxiety/Panic, Depression
"If you doubt you can accomplish something, then you can’t accomplish it. You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through.”