Ugh, just wanting to vent for a minute here. You guys may or may not know that I have been dealing with "agoraphobia" for around 2 months now. It has been tough, annoying, hard, scary, frustrating, and jusst about
every bad emotion I can come up with. Well, today, I got so angry at the agoraphobia. My son is 7. He is out of school for the summer. We were home alone today, and he asked me to take him to the park. I had to tell him no.
I am so angry right now. I am mad at agoraphobia. I am mad at me. I feel like I am not a good mother. My son just wanted to play, and I said no. I am mad at this disease. Whatever it is that's ruining my life, and affecting my son negatively.
I want my life back. I need my life back.
Thank you all for letting me vent. I am just having a bad day I guess.