Hello, I am Kitt.
I am sorry that you are in such a position. 1st of all as someone said you have the right to see a physician on your own in our country but I do not know your situation with your parents, insurance or other things that play into this scenario.
Do all four parents live with you and it sounds to me like perhaps you are feeling responsibile for adults that have issues? Why don't you throw that thought away. You can't change others and if they have issues, they own the problem.
Your doing a lot of traveling too and your into the anticipatory anxiety mode worrying about the what ifs?
If you look to the right on this post you will see a Resources box............take a look and see if there is a self help suggestion or site that may help you too.
Stay with us and keep posting. We are here for you.
Moderator Anxiety ~ Panic Disorders
Dx: Anxiety/Panic, Depression
"If you doubt you can accomplish something, then you can’t accomplish it. You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through.”