I am so sorry this is how you are feeling
It should be a happy and wonderous time for you
You say the xanax helps what is your dosage and will your doc continue you on them til last trimester
YOU are not and will not be going crazy ......you wouldnt know if you were.....
Your hormones are all outta whack as you already know and this will pass as it did with your son.......it just might take a wee bit longer hun....
I do remember feeling like this with Cait who is now a teen and a wonderful young lady at that and it hurts you makes you feel less a MOM and person .....made me feel like a horrid all around ass to tell you the truth wanted to crawl up and kiss the world goodbye
I stuck thru it got myself into self help techniques and I am also doing CBT right now and for me it helps
I know ( fairly sure) you are not the only MOM that has or will feel this way
Know it is part of the fight and you must fight it do not give up or in sweetie
We are all here for you and you come here and vent all you want okay
Anything I can help you with email me okay under name at side
Thoughts and lotsa luv coming your way
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