Welcome to Healing Well and to the A & P forum. I believe you will find the members caring and very supportive.
I am sorry you have been struggling with anxiety and that your meds are not working well for you. Do you have a therapist as that is part of learning to live with this disorder? A good therapist can be you best friend if you develop a trust relationship with him/her.
I am sure you will be hearing from other members soon.
Again a warm welcome.
Sorry to hear that you are going through a tough time right now. I totally agree with kitt, if you don't have a therapist yet, find one. It can help so much to have someone knowledgeable to talk to. Another thing that worked for me was reading alot, I found that the more information I had about p/a the better I felt. There are alot of books on the subject, try looking at the library or amazon for some. Hope things improve for you!