Hello Thyme and welcome to Healing Well and the A & P forum.
I am wondering if the loss of your first baby has triggered this feeling of doom and hopefully with a few more days on medication you will be back to feeling good about your future.
I have felt doom sometimes and I try to reason with myself that I cannot control the world or even things in the neighborhood. Therfore, I need to let go of the fear. It sounds like you may need to talk with your therapist in depth about your fears re your new baby. I am so sorry that your first baby died and I will pray for this pregnancy to end happily and for you to enjoy every minute of Motherhood.
Gentle Hugs to you.
I'm so sorry about the loss of your baby. I, too, will pray for you to have a healthy baby. I've gone through alot of the doom and gloom thinking. I've always worried about my daughter getting hurt or lost or any number of bad things. Just in the last few months I've been learning through therapy that I have to let go of the the things I cannot control. The safety of my family is something, unfortunately, that I can't control. It's taken me a while to really accept this, but once it started to sink in, I cannot tell you how quickly my anxiety level dropped. I do have to keep reminding myself when I'm in a worry mode that I am not in control, but it's becoming more and more a part of me. It's not easy to truly accept this, but it can be time with patience and persisitance. I hope things go well will your therapist, let them know about these thoughts, I'm sure they will have more ideas to help you. Keep posting here too, the support is amazing!