Hi there guys. Been a while since I have typed, so I thought I'd type a bit to say hello to you all, see how everyone is doing, and give a little update of how I am doing. I am stressing out, worse than ever. I told my doctor that I needed to talk about adjusting my meds and I am thinking maybe adding a sleeping pill to the mix. I have been taking Tylenol PM to sleep for a while now, and I know that isn't good to take long term. The few times I have tried to go to bed without it, I didn't sleep at all. So, therefore, I feel I need a sleep aid. Anyone on any sleep aid? I wanna have an idea of what I am talking about with my doctor. He doesn't wanna give me anymore Xanax. That bothers me. I feel like I "need" it. THe past few weeks I have needed to use it, and the month before that, it was just the comfort of knowing that I had it that made me feel good. So, he doesn't want to give me anymore, and now I am in panic mode. These are just the few thoughts I am having right now.
Mom is doing great. No more bleeding. That doctor was right in the treatment he gave her...thank the GOOD LORD! She doesn't bleed ever now, and her wound is almost healed. If only we had went to him sooner. LOL.
I haven't moved yet. The landlord said it was fine for us to move, and the maintenace man said he would have us moving last weekend, and nope, still not moving yet. John called today to see what is going on, and no one seems to know. I am living out of boxes, since we thought we were moving last weekend. I am annoyed with that, highly.
Other than that, life is grand. Jay Jay is doing good. He goes back to school Tuesday...
Mommy isn't taking it well. He is excited, I am NOT!
Now that I have gone on and on, if anyone has some advice on anything I talked abot, then great, other than that, just tell me how you guys are...I have been missing you all!
Lots of Love! And, (((((HUGS)))))
Dealing with panic and anxiety for 8 years off and on...right now more on than off. Major health anxiety as well!
New found issues with agoraphobia...working on that too.
I am NOT weak, I am just down right now. I am doing what it takes to get my life back!!!
Best Wishes to all...Tammy