I truly believe YOU know what is the best for you right now and I think you need to decide whether you can do the W/D and all of it at home or IF you need the hospital setting again
I feel your pain at having to leave the kids once again BUT hun........your kids do pick up the vibes from you and know mommy is not feeling good ......right......
IF you go to the hospital and come back out and are a totally better ( not totally recovered) but even 75% better is a great start ...it may just be the ticket you know .......but then on the other side of the coin this doc is going away for a MONTH ...then he wants you to go into hospital so from what I get he does not think it is an urgent thing for hospitalization RIGHT now ya know
Am I making sense .....I am trying I really am..........................lol
Bottom line is this YOU are strong and you do have the luv and support here........and in a month who knows you may have made some baby steps and gotten yourself back to being to a point of not needing the hospital ........and taking yourslf slowly down on the clonazapams
I dont have all the answers for you I am just throwing some suggesstions out to you ........
Please let us know what you do decide to do and know we are here for you always
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