Per your request, I will pray for your despair to come to an end and the tide to turn in your favor. Keep posting here as we have tons of free support.
In Time of Need
Heavenly Father, in my present need, help me to believe that you are aware of my anxiety and will do what is best for me. Give me the strength to trust You and put the present and future in Your Hands. Grant this through Christ, our Lord. Amen.