So sorry to hear about your loss of your son,no mother should have to go through that.
I wish I could let the past go but when my thoughts of my sister pops into my head I get a vivid visual of her murder like it's happening right in front of my eyes.
When I see a volkswagon I see a frighten little girl in the passangers seat.
When I see a corn field I get visual of what happened there.
It's all like it's just happening now all over again.
I am now and have been seeing shrink since 2002
Sometimes I can go on for a while with no thoughts then something triggers it and it all floods back.
God you would think I could get this out of my head and move on with my life.
It's so hard to explain this to my mother in-law.Two weeks ago she told me that I must be taken over by the devil and I need to ask him to leave me.
Today she talked about the past events in her life and that she left them in the past and basically what was wrong with me.
Sorry for venting so much
thanks for your support and prayers
Hi I am Female age 51
I'm married ,have a son & daughter also a step daughter.9 grandchildren
I suffer from anxiety disorder,panic attacks,depression,postramatic stress disorder,agoraphobia,type2 diabetic,restless leg syndrom, sleep apnea, irritable bowel syndrom,acid reflex,high blood pressure...
I would love to be able to live my life the way I use to,this would be my moto...