Hi there hun, glad you can get this down and share your frustration with everyone. Anytime we change meds or have our routine changed if it is working is sure to increase our anxiety. Along comes the old, what ifs and why me and the feelings of no matter how hard you try, something goes wrong.
Keep on believing that you will be ok, and know that we understand exactly where you are coming from. Vent away and we will read and certainly there are many of us that can empathize with you.
Gentle Hugs Lovely Lady.