This week is going to be a "milestone" week for me-----I have a lot going on---and with this health anxiety/panic going on---I am a wreck!
I FINALLY have my GI specialist appointment on Tuesday (waited TWO MONTHS to see this guy)! I am so worried to go in there and have to explain WHY I am not returning to GI specialist #1 (this is the 2nd guy)----and have him overlook my physical problems b/c of my anxiety!
I get to talk w/ my Couselor on Tuesday----and I like going---but, I am just a bundle of nerves this week. I feel like going in there and sobbing----
All three of my children have Halloween parties at their schools----and then Halloween itself! I am afraid to go to their schools and feel the pain I have been feeling--and have something happen while I am there!
The end of the week---I get to go to the Back Specialist (MD) for a follow-up with the care I have been getting via Chiropractor (which the MD suggested--and it didn't help)----I worry that he will be like, "it's all in your head. Can't help ya'"---even though it's NOT in my head!
I am supposed to go and visit with my sister out of town--for four days---and I am afraid to go and have these pains in my GI system/back---and have something happen to me while I am down there!
Plus---lately, I everytime I eat (which is very bland--non-fun stuff)---I get ready bad headaches and dizzy after eating! I don't know if it's my meds (Protonix 40 mg)--but, OY! I don't even want to eat!
Any help or prayers would be appreciated!