Hey all! I miss all of you here! Well, I've been busy with a hell lot of school stuff like examinations, organising activities and events, etc.
I wasn't all well during that period of time. But somehow in mid-November, I became better, and I wasn't so depressed anymore. ((: I don't really know what helped me, but I guess it's my old friends. I've made some new friends between end-May and mid-November, the period of time that I've been so stressed and depressed. Sometimes, maybe these new friends make me feel better, but other times, they make me feel bad about myself. You may have to be 'wild' like them to kind of be 'liked' by everyone. And I think that's not really my type of life. I think I prefer to have lesser friends, but they accept me for who I am. ((:
I don't know why, but my old friends started talking to me one by one, after losing contact for quite some time. These friends are really good. Somehow, they just help me, just like that. Because of that, I just became optimistic and managed to get myself to take things easier. It really helped me. I feel more cheerful and happy now. :D Optimism helped me a lot now too. I'm just so glad that things are kind of back. :)
Since I'm better now, I tried to 'fix' some friendship that were 'broken' during that period of depressed time. I kind of managed to tell them about it, whether they accept it or not, it's up to them. After all, I've tried to mend the friendship already. I managed to 'fix' one of the friendship that I really treasure. (((: Now, we're back to chatting and joking around, like it used to be. :D
THANK YOU EVERYONE HERE ON HW, YOU GUYS PLAYED A GREAT ROLE IN MY LIFE. :D I JUST LOVE THE SUPPORT I GET FROM HERE AND YOU GUYS ARE JUST WONDERFUL PEOPLE. (((((:
Well, I just want to share this with everyone. ((: So, there IS something out there that will help you to become better.
Oh yes, by the way, I just cancelled all my appointments with the social worker and psychiatrist cause I seriously believe that I'm well again. Even when I'm not, I guess my old friends can help me. ((:
Take care all!! I love all of you! :D
lots of love,
Hola everyone! :D
I was iliketostudy. I've changed my display name. (:
Take care everyone!
lots of love,
Post Edited (jaslynology) : 11/30/2007 6:31:33 PM (GMT-7)