I am sorry you are going through this. May I ask why you went off the Celexa, it was most likely working for you if you had been doing well.
I know we all hate to be dependent on a medication but sometimes it is the better of two choices.
I would like to go off my Cymbalta and have dropped to the lowest effective dose but my Pdoc is concerned that my anxiety will kick in again.
I have weaned down to practically nil on the Valium and only take the Cymbalta.
I hope others have some great advice for you. Please know I care and hope you get past this quickly.
Give yourself permission to be human too. :)