those kind words were much appreciated SarahObear, thank you. Feel better this morning and trying to relax and go with the flow. It's just so many things to change should I go tomorrow at short notice...mind you that doesn't mean I would go, I'll drop everything. My dear husband asked me several times during the day if I'd heard back, bless him I realised he's as uptight us I am, hence going with the flow as I don't want him to be worrying as well as me (not that I can stop that, hey he loves me)lol.
So just going about business as usual today and if I get the call great, if I don't then I'm sure it will be next week, if I don't hear by Monday I'll ring my specialist yet again as instructed. My visits and comings and goings with him have been so smooth so I suppose being under the hospital where control is not so tight is something I will have to deal with. I can't control it, so have to let it go to a degree.
I'll keep you posted.
hugs back at ya!