Hi susie ,
thank you so much for taking the time to reply to me ,.
I went to see a chiropractor because of a stiff neck and I told her i have pain all over my body , especially when I wake up and put my feet on the ground and can't move my hands till i take a hot shower, i thought it was because I started using the rowing machine for the first time in years and because i just started working out again but when she saw that I haD the exact same pain symmetrically she recommended blood work for RA factor
((( I thought it was just a disease that old people get and I was like its ok I'm getting it 20 y earlier ill adjust I DID NOT KNOW IT WAS AN AUTO IMMUNE DISEASE i thought it was dûe to tear and wear
I'm already dealing with lifelong depression that i barely started to manage but this has thrown me off rails
( I'm scared of the medication ,its side effects , i hate medication i never even take advil
I'm scared it ll alter my life quality daily forever, its all I think about
, i feel less like a woman, i am single and wondering if id ever be with someone , if they d be with me and handle this .... again thank you , best