I will never be me again

I am 59, and for several decades I have been receiving treatment for my Fibromyalgia. Through the years I kept getting worse as far as pain, fatigue, memory issues, weakness and depression. I kept assuming it was just Fibromyalgia. But then I went to a different Rheumatologist, two years ago, who diagnosed me with RA along with Fibromyalgia. I had to quit working in late 2018 and this was hard for me emotionally because I have always been a self-sufficient person working in the human services field helping others with developmental disabilities.
Now my RA doctor has been trying different medications to help me. Currently I am taking Humira injections every two weeks along with the eight other meds I take for Fibromyalgia. I also take an Amovig injection once a month for migraines and Omeprozol for GERD. I just feel so alone. Like no one understands. What issues or body parts the RA doesn't affect, the Fibromyalgia does. Few days are good days anymore, and I just feel so helpless even though my RA doctor tells me we will find the right meds. Maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself. This is a bad day.

Trust me, you are NOT alone, but it can feel that way if no one around you seems to understand why doing the simplest of chores is like asking you to stand in for Atlas. I hope your doctor can find the right med for you. They've made so many advances with the biologicals and there are so many new options out there now. Good luck!