Okay, I have 2 kids....PCP said "don't have any more due to your health issues," I made the decision last year after another round of illnesses that, 'yup - I AM DONE with having kids - there positively will not be a #3." Now, I haven't been able to take birth control in over 1 1/2 years - however, my 'methods' so far, have not let me down. But, I do get concerned every now and again......since my "time" over the last 1 1/2 years have ranged from 21-36 days...the last few months have been almost 4 weeks to the day exactly. However, this past month, my indicators told me I was going to be early and therefore, I did not continue practicing safety once I felt I was "safe" (as I usually do.) This coming Monday would be 4 weeks - so, early I was not (well, not as early as I thought I'd be - which would have been this past Tue/Wed.)
Anyway, I take a look on the web to check out the medication levels for educational/reminder purposes and, as one would say, 'one thing led to another' and I played with a pregnancy calculater as if this month there was a "whoops" as my aunt would say. It said that conception date would have been a 'day in question' for me if my 'method' steered me wrong.
Is that a freaky coincidence or should I be worried? I really wasn't worried this month - I hadn't thought much of it, but last night I had a strange dream about some friend who wasn't feeling well and I asked her a bunch of questions and said, "isn't it obvious? you are pregnant!" So, it got me thinking. So, since I've been so darn tired this week (rain, I assume, fatigue hit during the last storm) I decided to pull out the b complex vitamins (folic acid) this morning.
I've missed a bunch of plaquenils earlier this week, but got back on it the other day. Missing it has really done me in - espeically with all this rain we're getting now (with more to come.) But now I have to ask - do I go in pain and wait it out until I know for sure or go about my business and assume my ovulation indicators were correct and I'm not pregnant. Current indicators say I'm about to have my period, but now I'm worried seeing the exact date I switched to 'unsafe' mode up there on the screen as conception date!!!!! aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! My G-d what do I do if I am?????
Thanks for listening, I'm sure I'm fine...I just needed to get it out!