Oddly enough. I am very nervous today. It is in a half hour. I practically want to cancel the appt. I won't. I have no idea what is going to happen. things have gone so weird in the past. so basically today I will either be listened to or blown off. All I ask is they help me to be able to continue to work and even maybe get me to be able to get up every day to function semi human, to be able to be a mom to my son, to play, to exercise, maybe even moderately. I don't have to run marathons but I would like too..... I know I will still hurt, i know I will still have bad days... I just want to have more good days too... Is that too much.... gosh, why am I sooo scared? Okay, gonna go now. thanks for your wishes. Will post when I get back.
dx: Systemic Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis: otherwise known as Adult onset Still's Disease. Asthma, hypertension, hypothyroid
Meds: Indomethacin TID, Neurontin 600mg, Maxair, Advair 250/50, Diovan HCT 160mg/25mg QD, Synthroid .1mg QD, Women's One a Day, Ultram PRN.