hey marius sorry i didnt follow up sooner been crazy here with tons of snow.... if u read my christmas post...... please you are young and have a world ahead of you get out and seek either counseling or friends and family but try to stay away from the evils of alcohol........ not only do the meds and alcohol not mix but it really never really helps...... take a daily walk call a friend or post on here when you need someone we are all here for you ...... i hope to hear from you soon with good news that you are still gettin out take care marius ~* yalinda
I heard on the TV in western NY state, there's been a lot of snow now, it's supprisin, middle of october - snow storm, however, I hope you manage with it;). Here's been a lot of rain but snow is only on the highest mountain peaks yet;)
Yes Yalinda I shouldn't drink alcohol I know that. I don't mix it with medicines now, only with herbs. But alcohol drinking is harmful even without medicines I know that, especially for a person who has been wondering for the last 3 months, whether he has or not has crohn's disease <-- like me. However, not have official diagnosis of crohn yet. The problem is that I'm so alone, I'm still in deep depression and I can't find anywhere else comfort yet. I've never been a "drinker", but I can feel now that I can hardly withstand of the troublesome dillema - "will I live normal live again, or I will not". Some1 must give me a hand right now, but seems like ,there's nobody except my parents (of course). I wish I have some "good" friends of my generation who would stay with me constantly, exactly in this moment. But there aren't.
Yesterday I played table-tennis with an old "know", I felt my right foot hurts a little again, today also, I can't resist all this changeable situation without a stable friend ;( But the worst is that my current friends quickly gets bothered of me.
I used to live normal life, It's not fair now, so sudden change! I worked well payed job as a software programmer, I had too much friends but as I realize now, nobody has been a "real friend of mine", people can hardly have "real friends" at 24 yrs old, that's the silly fact.
Where do I make my biggest mistake, tell me frankly, please? (excluding that that I felt sick last 2 years) ?
Official dx, but I have doubts: chronic reiter's syndrome (1yr and 6 mnths).