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   Posted 8/7/2008 11:13 AM (GMT -7)   
For three days now I have cried and cried and weeped.  Every morning I wake up so miserable and I cry and cry.  If I didn't have Ativan, I would go off the deep end of misery.  I take it and then I sleep for two hours or more.  I wake up feeling better for a while then I just regress back into the sadness.
I should be happy and thankful.  I feel that I am missing out on my baby girl and all that she is doing now.  She gets clingy after I have been asleep for hours and she actually knows that I don't feel well.  Then I worry about my unborn son.  I am 30 weeks along, 31 weeks tomorrow, I should be thankful that I have made it this far with all the complications but instead I am miserable and just want to cry and scream.  I just don't know what to do.  I can't exercise for bed rest.  I can hardly concentrate to read any books.  I can't even think to write any poetry.  My husband comes home from a hard days of work and has to deal with the wreck of me and take care of our daughter; I feel so guilty.
I just don't know....
"I'm not crazy; I'm just a little unwell."  Matchbox Twenty

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Date Joined May 2007
Total Posts : 3715
   Posted 8/7/2008 4:48 PM (GMT -7)   
Oh, I am sorry you're having such a hard time missflip. Anyone would be just as bed-crazy and tired as you are. You mustn't be too hard on yourself. Your guilt is natural but unfounded and as soon as you can, you need to let go of it. You didn't ask to be on bed rest and certainly wouldn't choose to be. Take care of yourself, give a call to your doc and see if there's anything else to be done about your mood, and try to remember the positive that surrounds you. You will make it!!!!

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