I don't know what your meds are but whenever I took any type of SSRI's (ie Prozac) I was totally "flat lined"!!! I didn't have any type of "normal emtions" unless I was in a mania state. I didn't cry at sad situations, I didn't laugh at funny ones, there was absolutely no romance in my marriage and I just didn't have feelings in general. Once I came off of SSRI's the emotions came back for me. I was switched to tricyclic (sp?) anti-depressants (Tofornil) and a mood stabilitizer (Invega) and that made a world of difference for me. Of course after 11 years of "flat lining" the emotions took some getting use to. I don't know if this in anyway helps or not.
bipolar, depression, basilar migraines
invega 6mg, tofronil 75mg, trazadone 150mg, xanax, topamax 200mg/day
Pain of mind is worse than pain of body~~Publilius Syrus