Good question Sarafena. I don't know happy, haven't for quite some time but once I get moving in the morning, (meds kick in), I'm able to get quite a bit done. Then as I said, around 2 PM I collapse. I can't even speak, it's to much effort. All I can do is curl up under an electric blanket and stare out the window. I usually doze off. Then when I awaken, I'm very sad. I don't want to get up and face the world, but I force myself, so as to be somewhat useful.And, there is a fair ammt. of social withdrawl, I don't want to have to bother with anyone. I know that sounds terrible, but despite whopping doses of anti-depressants, I just feel, well apathetic. I'm pretty sure it's the fibro also, I get a tightening feeling in my throat and my legs feel like cement sneakers.
Hypothyroidism, Fibromyalgia, Facet Joint Syndrome, High Blood Pressure, menopause, Migraines, Chest Pain, Anxiety and Depression/BiPolar II
Synthyroid .075mg., estradiol.5 mgs., Amyltriptilene, 100mgs, bedtime, Tylenol 3 PRN (six-eight, daily), Valium 7.5mgs. daily prn. Flexeril, prn (not so helpful), Zoloft,150mgs., Zomig approx. 12 per month, prn., Meds for High Blood Pressure, vary.