Yeah Mom, I know. I did see my PDoc at least once a month and we talked alot because of my med issues. But thankfully , right before he retired
, we hit on risperdal and I have no side effects with this med, tho' I know that the higher the dosage the more likely they are to occurr. And you are right I am (was) a worrier. The Risperdal makes me calm and I feel like I respond appropriately to situations instead of blowing up or letting them steam roll over me. That is the stable part I need and have been looking for, therefore I do not worry needlessly. The Xanax is for high anxiety and no sleep (I am a maniac).
Ok I will give it some time and try to cultivate some patience (I want my meds to work now
) and keep calling around to get a PDoc appointment sometime this year! ha ha ha aha ha