Your right, I dont like when its quiet either...
Pdoc appt went well... first time. Decided to quit Paxil. Switch to Cymbalta. Nervous about
the withdrawal and side-effects. Considering I am going on a family vacation this coming weekend so it doesnt give me enough time to adjust. I just hope I can still enjoy it, because I LOVE the beach. Just hope Im still myself, if you know what I mean...
Have therapy on Tuesday. Looking forward to it, I skipped last time and let my parents go in my place! So, this time she gets to tell me all that they talked about
! lol Hopefully I wont feel horrible like I am anticipating from the med switch. Then, have to see my Pdocs nurse on Thurs to make sure Im okay on Cymbalta... Its going to be a rough week I think.. and then a weekend at the beach. Nervously wanting to enjoy every bit of it, but on edge about
Pdoc gave me samples of Rozerem to help me sleep. Took it the last 2 nights and it has helped quite a bit! Happy about
that. Not really any "hangover" type symptoms the next day from it.. and it seems to help me reach deep sleep, I even had dreams last night! Which is a big thing for me!
So, transitioning right now... and trying to deal with all of it... nervously!
Lyrica(15 months on-quit Feb. 09),Paxil(10-11 months, quit 6-4-09) Starting Cymbalta and Rozerem Fibromyalgia, Depression, Anxiety, Panic Attacks-currently in therapy-new doc thinks I could have Dysthymia or Borderline Personality Disorder... www.myspace.com/wilson_gal22"Cracks
in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
"Sometimes it is best to forget
what you feel
what you deserve
"Im going to smile
like nothing is wrong
like everything is perfect
like its all a dream
, and pretend
its not hurting me