Just found this forum from the panic disorder forum. I have both Bipolar and Panic disorder. I have recently had my meds changed because I have had thought of suicide and depression that seems to occur from my panic disorder. I can not remeber the last time I was manic it has been over 2 months now and that is a good thing. Just wondering if anyone likes the high of being manic? I do!!! I just dont like some of the effects it scares me to think of some of the stupid things that i have done. I am in tharepy and it does help but wanted to talk to people who are like me and can understand what it is like to have such crazy changes in mood.