hello. i need help. i am having a bi-polar manic episode. i also have fibromyalgia,restless legs syndrome, hypothyroidism, chronic fatigue and pain, TMJ, irritable bowel, asthma, high cholesterol, anxiety, depression. my meds. include effexor pravastatin, seroquel, xonax, lamictal, klonopin, temazepam, armour, amitiza, buspar, lortabs, estradiol, ans albuterol inhaler. as u can tell , i am very sick. when i am manic everything is worse. my husband and i are fighting which is rare for us. i use curse words that would NEVER come out of my mouth normally. i just dont think my husband gets it, even though he says he does. he wont try to read anything about it or go to counseling. he says ive given up, which i agree with. i barely get out of bed. i go days without bathing. i wasnt nearly this bad a few months ago but my husband cant see that. he also acts as if i have a choice. maybe i could do more, but i am in such a dark place i cant see my way out. right now i dont even want out. if it werent for my 19 yr. old daughter, i dont think i would still b here. i have really only 1 friend whom i do anything with. i just dont want to bother people with all my stuff. i wonder how many of u are even still reading this. if u have any thoughts, please let me know. im desparate.