BPWife, thank you for your continued support, thank all of you for that matter. My wife and I have been talking about getting therapy, I am trying to make some time to go with her to the doctor she has, I've never met her (the doc) my wife when she was on her meds would go and come back and tell me how it went. I am still in training for my next fight which is Sept the 19th. which will be my last one this year, afterwards I explained to my wife I will buckle down, look into just focusing my life around getting her help and staying home for a few months. She said she liked that idea, so that is my intentions. Since I have a better understanding of what she's going through, I don't take things personal, she hasn't been talking about wanting to go away in the past few days, I spoke to her last night on the phone and she was telling me she wants to get some help, she doesn't like what she's doing while not being on the meds. She said this week she's been eating alot of junk food, feeling real anxious, feeling irritable, I have not been home since Monday, I am away training, I will be back tonight (Friday). I told her when I get in tonight we will do something, God Willing, she was ok with that. She also has been staying away from the children, staying up in her room while they run around the house, but they are old enough to make there own meals and stuff so this tells me she's feeling it again, and I need to get back to the house and do what I normally do, lol...which is nothing but, atleast she can rest, and when she calms down, I'll be there. This is the thing that frustrates me sometimes and I have to really relax, don't take anything personal, stay out of her way, and this is why I need to get her some help. When she goes through this, she shuts down, she doesn't want to be around anyone, she doesn't want anything. Than she'll come out of it like nothing happened and, it hurts me to see her go through this and not want to changed that, its crazy, but all in all, I am fine, I'm hangin in there, can't wait to get this fight on with, I am working really hard, I should be victorious, but you never know inside that box one punch can change the whole fight, therefore you can not under estimate the will of the next man. I am also looking forward to enjoying the rest of my summer with my family, so I will more than likely not fight again this year. Once again, thank you guys for all your support, keep it up...it really helps. Enjoy your day!!!